simply unsettled

a fleeting moment
my stomach drops
instincts flash red
on edge
fears unconfirmed
old habits play tricks
manipulating my paranoia
simple insecurities be falsified
walking away from my past
but haunts my present
nagging at my future
something ominous
dreams of years pale
do closing hours near?
disprove my agitation
abate the slow faint sadness forming in my heart
speak your concern or insecurity
speak it now
or simply settle my psychotic paranoia